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Monday, February 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:13:59 GMT

So, the concert was so awesome. That was the first concert I have ever been to that we had really close seats too! I really had a great time. And, Dustin kind of asked me out. I'm not quite sure what my answer will be, but I do like him, its just that he lives far away and I can't drive. I dunno. We will see.

David Crowder Band's Sunsets and Sushi album basically rocks! I won it in Sunday school this morning. It makes me want to dance or something.

Bethany had her baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited. I am sure she is going to be the coolest ever. I know her parents are. I hope she loves music. No matter what she is like though, I am sure I will love her anyway. I just can't wait to go see her and Bethany.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 01:11:41 GMT

So, things have been, well, I guess normal describes it. I don't like normal, but there is nothing I can really do about it. Lent starts on Wednesday. I have decided to give up Little Debbie Cakes and soda. That is a very big sacrifice for me.

This weekend I am (hopefully) going to see Kutless, Newsboys, and STELLAR KART in Charleston with some of my friends from camp. I am mucho excited.

School is ok. Social studies fair was today. I think I did well. Hoping for at least a 93. We really did do a great job. I was pleased.

That is about all. More soon.

Ah?

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:25:00 GMT

I'm feeling something right now and I'm not sure what it is. I told Tyler on Monday that I thought we needed a break because I needed to figure things out. I thought I was confused, but looking back on it, I think the time I was with Tyler, things were so clear compared to now. I don't know who I am or why I'm here. I hate it. And sometimes, I hate life. I just don't know.

But then again, I love it. I love the chance to wake up every morning and live. Some people just don't get to do that. They may be sick and may never be able to live again. And I guess I am one of the lucky ones who do get to actually live; rather than just sit here and exist. But as much s that should, it doesn't make me feel any better. I need a break; a release; something to get me out of whatever this is.

Without school, it feels like there really isn't a purpose to get out of bed. I get up every morning to go to school so I can one day become something. But what? Won't it just one day be the same? Waking up and going to a job, yet still wanting something more out of life? Really. I think I just need some motivation. Inspiration. Passion. Something.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:23:17 GMT

Sorry it has been awhile, but I typed a huge blog the other day and accidentally deleted it, so this isn't going to be long. Today was the beginning of my second semester of high school, and I won't lie, it sucks. I have honors history, Spanish II, and Algebra with all the kids that failed last year. Ah! And I barely have any classes with my friends, except for band. And oh oh oh guess what? I have to dance in the Black Knight Revue. I hate to dance, and remember that I have the coordination of a slice of very very white cheese.

Well, I need to go, so I will type more eventually.

List!

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 22:53:16 GMT

Yay for lists!

Yay!

Tyler
Jazz band
Vending machines
Chapstick LOL
Starburst
Starbucks
Dawson's Creek
Movies
Bob

Not Yay!

English Grade
Actually going to jazz band...
Headache
Business Computers
Teeth clicking....

Well, as you can see there are more Yays than Not Yays. I am pretty good. Really good. I definitely had an up and down day today. Something bad happened, then something good, then something bad, then something really good... It changes alot. But I have to go. Later.

Well. (My Life Interpreted in Song Vol. 2)

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 22:48:48 GMT

I am real real tired. Someone woke up at 4:05 A.M. this morning and didn't go back to sleep. So, yeah, I am in an interesting mood.

I am so excited. For life, I guess. And the cruise. And yeah, my life in general is pretty exciting. I don't know. I am just really happy and hyper and crazy and excited.

So yeah. I am feeling quite good, after medicine, a shower, and a good meal. So here are some songs.

P.S. You Rock My World - The Eels
Walked in to the thrif-tee
Saw the man with the hollow eyes
Who didn't give me all my change
But it didn't bother me this time
'cause i know i've only got this moment

And it's good

The New Year - Death Cab For Cutie
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that could hold us back.
There'd be no distance that could hold us back

Livin' For You - Boston
Dreaming and hoping, hoping that dreams come true
Youre my religion, Ive been living for you
Dont want to fight it, tried everything I know
I wont deny it
Youre everywhere I try to go

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:46:37 GMT

Well, last night I went to a worship service in Huntington. It was amazing. Really, it was. I haven't been very close to Jesus lately, and last night changed things so much. Matt's lesson was really fitting; it helped me get things right in my heart, and I feel really good about everything, and Jesus and I are closer now. It reminded me of worship band and Joey's worship services at church. I wish we still had a worship band. I miss singing, and I haven't done it very much since Joey and I sang together. But anyway, I am very glad I went. I can't wait until next month.

Things have been good, the semester ends in 2 weeks, and I will be so glad. I don't think I could handle Mrs. Randolph's class all year. At least it will be over. And no more literary terms tests!

That is about all... I am going to go finish my homework and everything, so I will post more soon.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:59:16 GMT

My feelings as interpreted in song. Vol. 1

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:04:24 GMT

Duncan Sheik - Half-Life

'cause lately something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life,
Without you I am breaking down
Wake me, let me see the daylight
Save me from this half-life
Let's you and I escape
Escape from time

Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again

Regina Spektor - Better Lyrics
You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

Ben Folds Five - The Luckiest
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 05:27:17 GMT

So, it has been a few days... Christmas was great, I got many great gifts and got to spend a lot of time with my family, which was actually good. I am going to put what I got on here, but don't think I am spoiled, I just have 3 different families that exchange gifts.

Sony Cybershot DSC-S500
Portable DVD player that broke
All 6 seasons of Dawson's Creek on DVD
A gold necklace
A silver necklace
$100 in Huntington Mall gift certificates
$200 in cash
A black peacoat
Gift cards to random places

It was good. On to other things, mom is having knee surgery tomorrow, so I get to cook all meals until the end of January. Yes! I seriously love to cook, and I like the responsibilitly.

I am officially moving downstairs next month! Mom is letting me have the bedroom and living room area as kind of a birthday present. I am real real excited about it. I am painting my walls (paneling) black and white, but the largest wall is going to be a big piano! I can't wait.

For now I am going to bed. More soon hopefully!