| | I'm feeling something right now and I'm not sure what it is. I
told Tyler on Monday that I thought we needed a break because I needed
to figure things out. I thought I was confused, but looking back
on it, I think the time I was with Tyler, things were so clear compared
to now. I don't know who I am or why I'm here. I hate
it. And sometimes, I hate life. I just don't know.
But then again, I love it. I love the chance to wake up every
morning and live. Some people just don't get to do that.
They may be sick and may never be able to live again. And I guess
I am one of the lucky ones who do get to actually live; rather than
just sit here and exist. But as much s that should, it doesn't make me
feel any better. I need a break; a release; something to get me
out of whatever this is.
Without school, it feels like there really isn't a purpose to get out
of bed. I get up every morning to go to school so I can one day
become something. But what? Won't it just one day be the
same? Waking up and going to a job, yet still wanting something
more out of life? Really. I think I just need some
motivation. Inspiration. Passion. Something.
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