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| So, the concert was so awesome. That was the first concert I have
ever been to that we had really close seats too! I really had a
great time. And, Dustin kind of asked me out. I'm not quite
sure what my answer will be, but I do like him, its just that he lives
far away and I can't drive. I dunno. We will see.
David Crowder Band's Sunsets and Sushi album basically rocks! I
won it in Sunday school this morning. It makes me want to dance
or something.
Bethany had her
baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited. I am sure she is going to be the coolest
ever. I know her parents are. I hope she loves music.
No matter what she is like though, I am sure I will love her
anyway. I just can't wait to go see her and Bethany.
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| So, things have been, well, I guess normal describes it. I don't
like normal, but there is nothing I can really do about it. Lent
starts on Wednesday. I have decided to give up Little Debbie
Cakes and soda. That is a very big sacrifice for me.
This weekend I am (hopefully) going to see Kutless, Newsboys, and
STELLAR KART in Charleston with some of my friends from camp. I
am mucho excited.
School is ok. Social studies fair was today. I think I did
well. Hoping for at least a 93. We really did do a great
job. I was pleased.
That is about all. More soon.
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| Ah?I'm feeling something right now and I'm not sure what it is. I
told Tyler on Monday that I thought we needed a break because I needed
to figure things out. I thought I was confused, but looking back
on it, I think the time I was with Tyler, things were so clear compared
to now. I don't know who I am or why I'm here. I hate
it. And sometimes, I hate life. I just don't know.
But then again, I love it. I love the chance to wake up every
morning and live. Some people just don't get to do that.
They may be sick and may never be able to live again. And I guess
I am one of the lucky ones who do get to actually live; rather than
just sit here and exist. But as much s that should, it doesn't make me
feel any better. I need a break; a release; something to get me
out of whatever this is.
Without school, it feels like there really isn't a purpose to get out
of bed. I get up every morning to go to school so I can one day
become something. But what? Won't it just one day be the
same? Waking up and going to a job, yet still wanting something
more out of life? Really. I think I just need some
motivation. Inspiration. Passion. Something.
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| Sorry it has been awhile, but I typed a huge blog the other day and
accidentally deleted it, so this isn't going to be long. Today
was the beginning of my second semester of high school, and I won't
lie, it sucks. I have honors history, Spanish II, and Algebra
with all the kids that failed last year. Ah! And I barely have
any classes with my friends, except for band. And oh oh oh guess
what? I have to dance in the Black Knight Revue. I hate to dance,
and remember that I have the coordination of a slice of very very white
cheese.
Well, I need to go, so I will type more eventually.
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